new yr eve should be a day to go out n enjoy but i really feel lousy n tire so i end up staying at home.. i was out for the past few day maybe that's the reason y it make mi feel so tire n sleepy!! school is starting in two days time.. the freedom is goona end n is abt time to say hello hello to ur lecture note again.. what a sad moment :'(

yeah finally i change my hp!! i am sososo happy.. hopefully with this new phone it can brighten my everyday..

+ E900 +

i am back!!


heehee didnt blog for quite sumtime.. n this is not becox that i am veri busy but jus becox i am too lazy and dun feel like doing anything.. jus feel like slacking!! i hab been sacking for the past few week.. neither studying nor doing my project!! now i wonder how am i gonna spend my 2weeks of holiday.. hmmm maybe i should said study break rather than holiday cox once i go back to sch after the break, life will be miserable.. help help help :(


i am a person who like raining day eps when i am slacking at home cox without switching on the fan u can enjoy the cooling weather.. but due to the heavy rain my mum brought a stranger back to my house n to stay at my house for one night.. this stranger is a 'HE'.. dun ask mi why cox that is complicated and i am jus too lazy to elaborate the whole story.. most of my family member got so angry!! luckily the stranger look quit decent n dun look like bad ppl that will do funny things..

haiz.. i will be veri poor for the next two month!! payment for my school fees and insurance hab made mi sososo dry n poor..

i hab been doing loads of window shopping online this few days but i cant buy any of them.. and i think becox of nov n dec holiday there are loads of new sprees coming up.. but i am jus too poor to get any of them although they are cheap :'(


BCLS practical test is on next tue but i am still slacking.. i dun even bother to take out the book from my bag to do sum practise or reading.. help!!

my sis bought a new digital cam 7.2mega pixels beside that nothing interesting hab happened in my life..

school start n this week is passing veri fast.. nothing interesting thing happened!! jus loads of project and test coming up..

BCSL(CPR) practical really suck.. it hurt my hand badly after every practice!!

weekend is tml but the mood is nt there.. i am so restless this few days and jus dun feel like doing anything.. HELP :(

hello.. miss mi?? >.<

people might think tat i went missing or maybe i am gonna shut down my blog soon BUT definitely not.. the reason why i didnt blog for sososososo many days was because i am super busy.. straight after my att at kk hospital i started working and was only till tuesday i stop working and get sum rest n enjoyment which i hab missed..


so from tuesday onward i spent all my time watching GONG and manage to finish the last episode this morning at 6am!! this drama was really fantastic i love it a loads and i actually cried till my eyes were swollen.. haha a drama tat everybody should really buy and watch..


den i went down to sch ytd wif my firend to buy books.. spent 1oobucks totally cause i bought medical surgical textbook.. i am so heart pain cause all the money i earn for the past one week 1/2 was gone.. den gonna buy jane n eileen bday present.. n ariel bday coming too!! lastly saturday i am going to escape.. -.-" all the money which i hab earn will be all gone n left wif nothing to do sum shopping.. poor girl :(


school starting soon n i believe this sem will be very stressful cause 6modules to be finish in 14weeks.. n on e 2nd week we will hab our BCLS thoery test n e practical test is on the 4th or 5th week if i am not wrong -.-"

hmmmm one week of attachment at gynaecology was sososo boring.. luckily today was my last day there and next week i will be going to paeds.. although i dun really like kids, i'm still looking forward.. i jus feel tat kids can be veri irritating n ugly at time..


anyway this week really suck!! hopefully next week will be better..


:'( nobody call mi down to work.. haix so shit case!!

after playing n enjoying for the past 1 n 1/2weeks of my holiday, i am broke!! shopping, ktv, movie, chills out, steamboat and on and on... all this make mi sosososo poor now!!


luckily my friend called mi to work for this fri n weekend.. at least this help mi to make sum saving for my next coming two weeks of break.. but i hope nobody will notice mi and wun see someone i dun wish to meet..



then after this 3days of work at queensway i am going back to hospital next monday for another 3weeks.. time fly so fast and my two weeks of holiday is coming to it end :'(

haha i am back!! holiday was great :)



after the day i came back from genting was my sis 22nd birthday.. her bf was sososo sweet!! he actually the bake the cheese cake himself.. den he wanted to gab my sis a surprise but while he was waiting for mi to get the cake up to my house n keep first, he got caught by my sis.. sad case!! some time i really envy my sis.. she really hab a veri sweet bf!! anyway i am glad tat she hab one.. maybe tat was a gift to her!!

ok her are sum pic of that day

+ three of us +

+ jing =

+ i look horrible +

+ so sweet +

+ the cake sis bf bake +

last sat i invited all my friends to my house for steamboat and luckily jess was able to make it or the rest of us will be dissappointed!! it was a tiring day for mi -.-" but i really enjoy myself.. good food and the majong session was great!! we actually play till 4am that day..

okok here are sum of the pic..

+ cheese +

-.-"


+ i am hungry +

+ us +

+ ariel ling duan hui +

+ busy cooking +

+ foods are hot +

+ the hungry ghost +

hey yo!!

attachment over and finally i can enjoy my 2weeks of break!!

i jus came back from genting ydt night.. i was sososo tired!! i managed to went down to KL too but on my way down to KL from genting, tat was so horrible!! i feel nausea and nearly vomitted.. phew -.-"

ok only manage to take this few pic cox i forgot to charge my digtal cam.. so sad case!! :'(

+ sis n mi +

+ the magic bus +

+ the big rock +

one more week to my 2weeks break..


:'( attachment was so tiring!! my leg, back, feet, hand are aching or i should rather said my whole body.. i really cant tolerate my ward anymore!! the ward setting was so messy and disorganised.. hope i will still be alive after this posting to sgh!!

now is 7am in the morning .. heehee guess wat i didnt sleep the whole nite!! i went to bed at 4am but didnt manage to sleep so i woke at 5am to blog and upload sum picture.. i am so crazy!!


exam hab over but attachment is on next monday!! so poor thing.. ppl are habing 6weeks of holiday but we nursing student hab 6weeks of attachment in hospital.. wat a big different!!


hee went out wif duan for shopping and i spent about 85bucks but guess wat i bought..?? i manage to buy 2t-shirt.. 2pairs of shoes.. 1pair of slippers.. and 3necklaces!! that was so impossible rite but tats really true.. so when i reach home i did sum DIY on the necklace which i hab bought

+ so nice +

weekend!! this sound so great but i spent it so meaninglessly.. didnt do much thing but jus rot at home watching utube..


arggh!! i really cant stand my hair anymore so i decided to go for a hair cut and treatment of my hair this afternoon.. den back home to watch utube again!! life suck.. both sis were so busy wif their own life and dun really hab the time to entertain mi.. so i am alone keeping myself occupied!! so sad case..


lol i saw edmund on thurs in the train.. he look so different compared to 2yrs ago!! i was thinking if that was his look 2yrs ago he may be my bf rather den WILL.. anyway this are not important anymore cox single is still the best.. although i will feel lonely at time but i would rather feel lonely den getting hurt..

heehee the pet i adopt.. lol

adopt your own virtual pet!

life suck!!


i woke up at 2pm today and i went to sleep again at 6pm.. and i only manage to wake up at 8pm.. i really felt so lazy n dun feel like doing anything.. laying on my bed dreaming and thinking loads of stuff which i shouldnt be thinking of.. seriously i shouldnt be thinking of him!! hope every things will get better when sch start lo.. although i am thinking of him but i clearly know tat getting back together wif him is an impossible thing..


going back to sch soon.. 16hrs to go!! arggh!!

i am so so so busy for the past one week!!

photo!! photo and photo again


monday- sis graduation day..

my beautiful sis

mi sis bro

+ happy family +

my sisters

mi and sis

mi and sis again

heehee mi

muckx

hmmm

in bro car

mi alone

ok here the photo during jess bro wedding..

+ heaven +

+ hooooo +

+ mi +

i am looking at u!!

+ us +

+ mi and jess +

+ mi at ariel house +

+ muckx +

+ my best friends +

tat all

one more week before going back to school..

but exam coming.. in 4weeks time

after watching the drame 'silence' i realise tat Vic Zhou really look like my past bf.. tyson!! when we are still attach, loads of pp said he look like him but i disagreed!! i think is only till now den i agreed.. i am wondering wat he is doing now..?? although we dun hab a happy ending.. i jus hope tat he is doing fine now..


some time i am wondering how pp measure happiness.. n how much happiness a person need is consider enough.. but i guess everybody will wan endless!! cox we human are greedy.. lolx!! n whom u get from is consider the best.. family?? friends?? or ur lover??

i am so sad.. my heart is aching now!!

neither it was becox of friendship nor relationship..

but portugal didnt make it to the final!! watch the match jus now!! i dun think france should be proud of their victory cox they won the match due to portugal mistake.. and that gab france a panalty goal!! portugal was trying real hard in the 2nd half but jus didnt manage to get any goal!! so sad case..


hope france wun win the world cup..
yi da li!! gogogogo!!

jus came back from kk hospital.. surprising today was so relax!! didnt manage to do much thing but jus observing wat the staff nurses were doing!! hab the chance to went into the nursery.. the first impression when i saw the babies was tat they dun really look cute but scary cox there were full of winker!! so ugly!! and they can really cry veri loudly!! so irritating!! but after a while when i got the chance to get a closer look on them they are actually quite sweet cox they can really do all sort funny face.. so cubby!!



heehee went shopping spree wif my sis for the past three days and spent quite a loads of money.. but i think my sis spent much more than me cox she is starting her work today so she got to get sum decent office wear!! and i manage to get a dress for the coming wedding dinner.. kinda happy cox i really love it so much!!

wooo!!

ok.. i gtg n cook my dinner.. i hab been cooking for the past few two week.. and this dish was the most tiring dish to cook cox i look quite a long to prepare the prawn..

but the result was good!! yummy

the drama i am watching now..

+must be u+

+ hard guy +

finally all my common test are over.. bio test was manageable but research method was really tough.. although it was all MCQ but it was veri difficult and i am unsure wif most of the question i did.. hope i wun fail!!


attachment on next monday.. so stress!! hope everything can go well during my attachment!! good leacture.. great clinical instructor!! nice environment!! fun patient!! haha i think this will only happed in my dream.. lol


last 2days to enjoy before i go for my attachment..

:'( going back to soon.. 2 more days!! test is next thur and i only finish 1/3 part of my revision..

died died died!!

my attactment posting is out.. actually is out long ago is jus tat i didnt go n check!! this time round i am posted to SGH cox i jus got my bond and i when down to school ytd to change my hospital..

KKH- 1week (3-7/7)
IMH- 2weeks (10-21/7)
back to school to study for another 3weeks
exam- 2weeks
SGH- 3weeks (28/8-15/9)
holiday-2weeks
KKH-3weeks(2-20/10)

this is crazy!! others pp will hab their 6 to 7weeks of holiday but i onli hab 2weeks.. so so sad case :'(

a total of 9weeks att.. argh!! most of my att willl be at KKH and IMH and both are super far from my house =.="

i am watch this drama now.. cute guy!! got attracted to him..

i really dunno wat hab happened to me this few days.. i am so restless and dun feel like doing anything.. sleep, watch tv and eat!! this were wat i am doing for the past few days!! i wat to spend sum time studying but the motivation was veri low.. so i habnt start my revision yet!! not a single bit and i am habing my tests next week..


i really need to start a fresh and carry on my life!! i hate this kind of me.. hope i can recover soon!!

went out wif my friends to sakae sushi ytd.. heehee ate loads of things and my stomach was so upset.. felt like dying after tat meal!! after that we went window shopping and try quite a loads of stuff but didnt bought any!! i saw a skirt at PS.. it was super cheap only 16bucks but the cutting not really good..


first week of holiday is coming to its end but i am still slacking.. dun really hab the mood to study due to sum problem which kept bothering me.. hope i will get better soon!! but i really hab no idea where to start my bio revison cause there are loads of stuff to remember.. so sad case -.-"


heehee going ktv wif sis tml.. looking forward!!

today was the grp presentation for 2037.. tat was crazy!! nearly cant present our hard work cause there was sum problem.. and i make loads of mistake!! as usual those spelling mistake which i alway does and sum major mistake which i dun wish to mention.. felt kinda sad!! haix but is over.. hopefully we can get a B- or C+ for this project..



habing a bad headache again!! it is killing mi now.. i am alwasy so bad luck cause my headache will only occur when i am hab my holiday.. i really need a good rest!!

i think i am dying soon.. for the past few days i am busy doing the project for 2037!! tat really kill me.. i spent a loads of time doing this project.. i really hate to type cause my typing skill is super slow!! and tat took me loads of time.. arggh!! finally i finish my part phew!!



i hate raining day!! make me waste more money on bus fare!! and make my slipper dirty!!

test over!! hooray..

hmmm the written paper today was quite manageable and i manage to ans most of the question.. i am kinda lucky cox i didnt really study ytd!! all of my family member were busy chatting on the new car so i got distracted.. plus i quarrel wif him again!! slept veri late and woke veri late in the morning so dun really hab time to study.. mood was bad!!


more things cuming up.. project for 2037!! test for 2082 and 2056!! attachment!! so sad case =.="


i am habing headache again!! i need help!! arrgh!!

finally finished my practical test but there is one more written test to go.. hmmm i think i jus fair average cox i am quite neavous through out the whole test and the lecturer kept nagging at mi.. but i think i did manage to do finish every step and get my point..


skip one of the lesson at 5pm.. i cant wait to go home cox my bro is taking his car(off peak car) today and all of my family member acc him to take the car except mi.. so sad case nehx!! suddenly hab the urge to take my driving test but i dun think i hab confidence.. i am veri chicken!! i dun think i can pull through..


one more test to go tml and i can relax!!

arggh!!!! habing a bad headache for the past few days.. due to tat i can only rest at home and did nothing during the weekend.. jus rot in my bed sleeping!! so lucky tat it get better today or i dun i can go to school tml cox it was so bad till i cant even sleep even i hab ate panadol..


nothing special hab happened over the weekend.. basically spent most of the time watching tv programm and sleeping


going back to school tml.. week6!! time pass so fast :(

hey lo..


today i was lazy.. actually i plan to study but i turn up sleeping for 4hrs in the afternoon and by the time i woke up was already 1730.. wow i am really a pig!! heehee later all my time will be commit to the tv coz there will be a series of good programme till 1200am.. haiz study plan hab to push to tml lo.. felt so guilty!!



ytd was good!! it was like a family day for mi.. i hab my breakfast wif my sis at mac den in the afternoon we when out for shopping.. so happy!!

i hab been sooo lazy for the past few days.. didnt even bother to come online and jus spent my free time slacking and sleeping.. as lazy as a pig!!


jus hab a feeling tat test is drawign near but i am still slacking and dreaming every day at home.. is time for me to do up some reading during this coming long holiday.. :'(

my dearest

eello..
when out for the past two days and i am physically drained!! when shoppong on both day but the first day of shopping wif grace and elieen were bad.. wat i tried was either too small or too big and ended up i didnt buy anything.. but i am quite lucky ytd cox i manage to buy three tops.. finally i can wear sumthing new cox for the past few week i am wearing the same thing over and over again.. so sad case nehx!! even WiLL also notice tat cox..


and again is only till today den i manage to take a 3hrs nap and hab a good rest.. anyway here come the long weekend.. YES!!

weekend is coming to it ends.. and i am going back to sch again!! boring..


hopefully i can get back my gio paid by next week so i can go for sum shopping.. and next week gotta meet up wif my friends for dinner to celebrate jess belated birthday.. if the money is not gonna be ready i dun think i can go for any shopping and the dinner.. i really need to get sum nice tshirt cox i am really running out of it..


weekend hab been bored!! nothing special.. jus stay at home rotting!!

first week of school hab past so fast.. it hab been a busy week for mi and i believe it is for every yr2 nursing students.. i dun even hab the time to take a break until today.. manage to take 2hrs nap when i am home jus now..


school life make mi so busy and tire.. but i think tat is good!! at least i am not like a rotten person.. staying at home so aimlessly!! and it also supress sum of my problem which i dun wish to think of.. weekend will be bored for mi cox my sis is habing her exam next week so she will not hab the time to entertain mi or even going out wif mi.. my friends are also busy working so i cant even meet up wif them.. most probably i will spend sum time over the weekend studying..


yr2 is really not as easy compare to yr1 :'(

hohoho i got a job!! i will be working at gio as a temporary stuff from next tue to 17apr.. so i will miss my monday lesson or miss e lesson in the afternoon..


went down for the interview at paya lebar on thur!! the whole journey was tedious.. when i reached there i kinda lost my way so i called that person and asked for direction.. he said just walked straight from the mrt station..tat was so unclear la!! den i asked him where should i go, turn left or right.. den he said the same ans again jus walked straight!! den i asked him to gab mi the add of the building.. guess wat he said!!?? singapore warehouse!! i told him, tat was the building name not the add.. den he replied a i dunno!! i was so angry!! the call to him was so uesless la cause i didnt get any information.. in the end i went to the nearness bus stop n asked e bus driver for direction .. finally i found tat place and i saw the add writen so big next to the building name.. arrgghhh!! jus felt like killing him at tat point of time..



den while i am fillig up the application form on the receptionist counter.. one person approached and told mi not to write on his table and pls go near the door there and fill up.. tat was rediculous la.. but wat can i say!! nothing.. cause i am there to ask for job!! so sad case!! den i realise this guy was the same guy i called to ask for the direction jus now.. tat made mi even more angry la!! d"F$V&**h(*%$££$^ argh!!!!


i spent my day happily wif him..

so bored!! i hab been staying at home for the past 3days.. finally i am gonna get out of this house tml to get jess present.. actually i wanted to watch the movie Dorm but all my friend were reluclant to watch it wif mi..so sad case!! so most probably i will miss this movie!! anybody wanna find a companion to watch it wif u pls contact mi at &**&%^&%^&%"$%@%^&.. okie i am jus joking!!


two more week to go..

i am habing a bad life now.. problem wif him is never ending!!

i think i am gonna bored till death and gonna get razy soon.. wake up den eat!! eat den go to sleep!! can imagine i still hab 3weeks more to go.. sum time if pp are too free u will also feel frustreted!!


my wish for next week is to catch the movie Dorm wif him!! but i know tat wun be possible.. i think i should get my friend out one day to catch tat movie.. i believe tis movie will be nice cox it is from the producer of shutter..


i wanne go shopping.. but i am veri poor!! really hope to pick up a wallet wif 500bucks.. 250bucks i will return to the owner and 250bucks i will take.. although tat is not rite, at least i still return sum of the money mah.. wakakaka!! pls pls pls..

Wakaka friday marked the last day of my attachment and i am habing my holiday now.. feel like getting a job but i only can work for a month.. who will wanna employed mi!!


back to thurs i am working morning shift.. when i reached the ward i heard sumone crying.. i thought it was the patient who was crying but while we were passing report the stuff nurse told us, the patient of bed 22 hab past away.. she was the previous bed 24 who got discharge 2days ago.. she got a fall at home and her condition get worse when she reached the hospital.. later she died in the ward.. i did the last office wif one of the assistant nurse and one of my friend for her.. first time in my life i helped to clean for a died patient and the experiance was real bad.. that was veri sad!!



the reason she got admitted on tue was due to fall.. she also hab weakness of lower limb and a condition of dysuria.. every time she will request to go to the toilet but she jus cant pass any urine.. tat was quite frustrating!! so this patient got a fall was due to her condition dysruia not really so much of her weakness of limb.. although she stay wif her daughter and husband but they need to work so no one take care of her at home.. every time when she need to go to the toilet at home she hab to hold on to the funiture and walked to the toilet by herself.. unforturnatly she didnt manage to survive for the 2nd fall at home..


i am so sad.. if she didnt go on tue, she will still be alive cox whenever she want to go to the toilet we can bring her go.. but everything was too late!! who should we blame?? the doctor who discharge a patient by not introducing catheterisation.. the physio or occupational therapist who didnt do a good job.. or the family who jus leave her alone at home.. i dunno!! everything was jus too late!!

ytd was my 19yrs old birthday.. my family celebrated wif mi on 12am and sang mi a birthday song.. so sweet of them!!

+ can u see a jumbo leg +

+ busy preparing+

+the lighted cake+

+the cake and mi+

+my sis and mi+


+my sis and mi+

+she is sleepy+

+she is impatient+

when i went to hospital the grp of my attachment friends sang mi a birthday song wif a cake and card.. i am so touch!! and i am veri happy wif the wishes from all of my friends.. thank gals >.<